Sunday, March 10, 2013

Leaving with mixed feeling

Feelings! Its just a little thing that goes on inside you when your mind is running... but yes there needed and in need of control! Mine are slightly mixed right now so i am trying to put them in order in this waffle i call my brain. My waffle is a Belgium kind, it seems to deep to get to the bottom sometimes !  With a church that was so peaceful and on fire for Christ 3 years ago when i moved here i can't believe it now. Division and upheaval disagreements and pain. Hurt people are the out come of church splits. And so we need God, here, among us. To either unite us, or help us lovingly separate and be at peace with God, man, and ourselves.  Turn this hurt into healing Lord! Send your healing rain. Remake us. Build up our hearts and souls in you. I long to see Gods people united! We dont need these walls between this group and that group! We are a family all working for the Lord, lets act like a family! We see someone different then us and start judging, lets be upbuilding! And get to know them and understand what they do not judge them. Honestly!  Are we 5 yr olds? Grow up in Christ, start speaking out for him. Stop the gossip circle that runs rampant in many ' conservitive ' christian circles. Be a light to your neighbors, start a anti-wall group that tares down walls to bring peace to the christian circles. Use what God has given you my friend to better this world and Gods kingdom! It takes one person with a virus to spread it to millions, it takes one faithful christian to start the bonfire of revival, be that person!


  1. church out here just came thru a split recently. Its a mess and i hate it. The new group sounds soo good but... They persuaded a total of 7 families so now there are only 5 families left. Its crazy hard esp since they are staying in the area. Hard to love them.

    1. I just wish they would have love for eachother here. We can be two groups and still be friends and fellowship with both groups. We need to pray for a christian peace this wasnt ment to be the uprisings and no fellowshiping with each other. Here its like i would like to go with the split but due to the fact i leave next month and they still come to Church it'd be strange. And the church is still deciding if they all wanna just go with them and have the main one opposing move.

  2. yes it all sounds good to say lets split but still be friends but then why split? why not just either submit or move out. it confuses people in the world to see groups splitting but stay in same area. if i dont agree with a church lets move on and away and find a church we can agree with. the people that split from here just raised a lot of stress and attitudes. it would be a total different story here if the ones that didnt agree just quietly left instead of trying to persuade families to go on there side.